I found my authentic self in the child I was when I lost her.
When I was two years old I was given a powerful message by the Divine, and when I went to share this message with my mum, she was already upset with something else and told me to go away. (not blaming her, just how it was at the time) I remember jumping on my bed and crying so hard I vowed I would never forget this moment and since then I clung to those feeling and that moment all my life. Later in life I found these are the things that blocked me, self-sabotaging talks within myself, that prevented me from becoming myself, to finding my light, my soul, my authentic self and gifts within.
This is the reason I put myself in unloving situations with people who couldn't support me.
I'm sharing this so that others may understand and go back to do the inner work with me. :-)
This was the self-talk I need to shed
1. Nobody cares to listen to me.
2. When I put my trust in people of power, they hurt me.
3. When I hear voices of wisdom within, nobody cares.
4. I am not worthy to be heard.
5. My wisdom means nothing to the outside world.
6. Love is not enough.
To shift this inner self destructive talk, I went back to that small child and said from my higher self what was needed in that moment. Surprisingly enough as my higher self, or from the wisdom I am now at the age of 53 I didn't console her, I didn't say it would be all over soon, or that she was wrong to feel that way because she is love. No, instead I told her... What a blessing you have been given. I looked back and realize to help many, I needed to lose myself to find myself. This was the blessing of this journey.
So now I get it and I can stop with this self sabotaging thoughts of which I will turn into new thoughts like.
1. I am aware that many are scared to listen, but I trust myself and my wisdom.
2. Wounds are carried even by people with power. Always trust in my own power.
3. When I hear voices of wisdom, they come from the divine and this connection is pure love.
4. My self worth is within me.
5. My wisdom means everything to my inner journey and that is enough, whether I choose to share or not.
6. Love is everything.
It is my biggest wish in sharing this to help others in their own healings back to their authentic beautiful selves.
Bobbie Richardson
Thankyou Michael Pervolz for your wisdom.
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